Four more hours till kick-off,
The bell rings and we all run away.
Many hours of precious life
Passed away the day.
Three more hours till kick-off,
And I am home alone again.
I could be getting ready
Stead of thinking bout Him.
Two more hours till kick-off
And Id normally be at his house.
But now Ive just stopped talking.
Im quieter than a mouse.
One more hour to kick-off
My flute in hand, almost late.
I sit in the room.
All I do is wait.
Its one minute past kick-off
They all scream outloud
But I remeber five months, this day,
and cry without a sound.
Alone. A simple word, yet never true. That abandoned house on the hill, the old Chevy in the junkyard, you at home while your parents are out. All alone. All alone, the words sink into the empty pit at the bottom of your stomach, you look down at your hands, pale, trembling, ice cold hands. Turning around to look in the mirror, white skin, dark sunken looking eyes. The look of death. You stare back and forth of your trembling hands, back to your pale, cold, nearly indescribable face. You gulp, a little choke stalls it as you stomach turns, little beads of sweat run down your face, and you jump at the sound of the clang of the knife, as its bl
You drag your fingers down your face. You can feel the smoothness of the liquid beneath them. It?s warm. Smoothe. You take your fingers away and glance at your hand, blood trickles down your fingers into your palm. You smile gleefully and lick your fingers. The bitter sweetness runs down your throat and you laugh. It?s a maniacal laugh. A laugh that if anyone were around to hear you, they?d put you in the nearest asylum. You stand up and the room rushes around you at amazing speeds. You fall back to the ground, the room still spinning. A small giggle escapes from your throat and you sit back up and lean your head back against the wall. You cl
Please do something
Keep your mind off me
Put away the sharpness
Hide away the pain.
Say you love me every night
And I'll hear you from afar.
Taste the blood,
I'll taste it too,
And we'll never be apart.
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Hey everyone that cares...
the ones who read this anyway.
I've moved on and gotten a new DA account.
I fell that since I'm entering an entire new level of my life, as well as doing more crafts for art, I needed a new account to be recognized for that stuff more.
So. I'll from now on be dull-BOY.
Look up me if you have the time!
Til the end,
MistressKiwi
Okay, so I haven't updated on here in almost a year, so I figured I'd better go ahead and let everyone know what's been going on. I am graduating this year! Whoo, I really can't wait and next year I'll be attending Anderson University without declaring a major, but my sophmore year I'll be a business track music business major!!!! yaaaay!
That means I'm giong to college to learn how to sell cds and concert tickets. lol I'm also going to be working two jobs starting August: on campus for a work-study program, and at the boarders in Noblesville (I HOPE!!!) So that's definitely going to suck.
I'm also saving up all my money to buy numerou
So I haven't updated you for a long time, have i?
well let's see.
I'm 17 finally.
I'm a senior and I'm taking quite a few fine arts/coll. credit classes next year @.@
I'm done with ACTs completely.
and will never do them again.
I'm done with SATs, but i plan on possibly taking them again this fall.
Band starts July 2.
I'm getting my liscence soon.
I've finally found a car that just needs new tires.
I'm working at IGA.
cashiers pwn.
Me and Chris are talking again!!! w00t w00t.
But he's in Switzerland again for the summer with his aunt.
but he has Molly.
So I'm happy.
I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow.
I have a crap load of pi
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